I hope the ring you gave to her turns her finger green
I hope when your in bed with her, you think of me
I would never wish bad things, but I don't wish you well
Could you tell, by the flames that burned your words
I never read your letter
'Cos I knew what you'd say
Give me that Sunday school answer
Try and make it all OK
Does it hurt to know I'll never be there
Bet it sucks, to see my face everywhere
It was you, who chose to end it like you did
I was the last to know
You knew exactly what you were doing
And don't say, you simply lost your way
She may believe you but I never will
Never again
If she really knows the truth, she deserves you
A trophy wife, oh how cute
Ignorance is bliss
But when your day comes, and he's through with you
And he'll be through with you
You'll die together but alone
You wrote me in a letter
You couldn't say it right to my face
Give me that Sunday school answer
Repent yourself away
Does it hurt to know I'll never be there
Bet it sucks, to see my face everywhere
It was you, who chose to end it like you did
I was the last to know
You knew exactly what you were doing
And don't say, you simply lost your way
They may believe you but I never will
Never again
Never again will I hear you
Never again will I miss you
Never again will I fall to you
Never
Never again will I kiss you
Never again will I want to
Never again will I love you
Never
Does it hurt to know I'll never be there
Bet it sucks, to see my face everywhere
It was you, who chose to end it like you did
I was the last to know
You knew exactly what you were doing
And don't say, you simply lost your way
They may believe you but I never will
I never will
I never will
Never again
Don't try to convince me you want to be friends untill you start to show me you are willing to make a change. Who wants to be a friend with the one who ripped their heart out? The heart that you never even loved.
I'm not saying these words because I want you back. It is far from that. I am done with you. I don't want to be with someone who does not want to help me through the struggles of my life.
No, what I want from you is to make up your mind. Do NOT tell me you want to be my friend, then treat me like a jacass and ditch me for everyone else at the fair. If you want to forget me and move on, do it. Let me do it.
But don't draw this out unless you plan on DOING something to change. To prove I can trust you.
Because I can't anymore.
Make up your mind.
Kay, just a quick update, cause i haven't been on in a while.
Not much is new, I'm hanging in as well as I ever do. Working a lot. Feel free to call me, people. Can't promise I'll answer the phone, because I hate phones, but I'll call you back. That was my disclaimer. yeah.
Guess thats it for now. May add more later when I'm nocturnal. Again. Or still. Or again and still.
............yeeeeaaanywho, byes
I'm not waiting forever. I will move on with my life and have fun. I will find new greatness in my life, because as much as I care(ed?) about you, you hurt me.
- Mood Swing:
blank
So, here's how it works:
1. Open your library (iTunes, WMP, or MP3 Player)
2. Put it on shuffle
3. Press play
4. For every question, type the song that's playing
5. When you go to a new question, press the next button
6. Don't lie
Opening Credits:
Christimas Eve-Nightmare Before Christmas
Waking up:
Get Stoned-Hinder
First Day at High school:
Un Dia Llegara-Josh Groban
Falling In Love:
Don't Stop Raindrop-Unfinished Thought
Fight Song:
Homophobia-Chumbawamba
Breaking Up:
Cold-Matchbox Twenty
Prom:
My Immortal-Evenasance
Life:
Love is a Battlefield-Pat Benatar
Mental Breakdown:
100 Years-Five for Fighting
Driving:
True Colors-Phil Collins
Flashback:
Sophmore Slump or Comeback of the Year?-Fall Out Boy
Back Together:
The Riddle-Five for Fighting
Wedding:
Lack of Days-Unfinished Thought
Sex Scene:
Transylvanian Concubine-Rasputna (hehe, score)
Birth of Child:
Broken-Seether ft Amy Lee
Final Battle:
Fallen Angel-The Crüxshadows
Death Scene:
What I Like About You-Lillix
Funeral Song:
Girl Watching-Nancy Price
End Credits:
Here's to the night-Eve6
Wow, some of those were CREEPY
- Mood Swing:
gloomy - Sounds:Unwell-Matchbox Twenty
We got a bit turned around and shit on the way to Sam's, because apparently Dane knew where he was going. Only he didn't. Eventually we showed up and picked Sam up. We listened to this strange rap song that Dane is seriously in love with, and Terry danced while driving to it a little. It was one of the best things I've ever seen.
As most of you know, it was raining like crazy, so we went inside for a while. We made pizza, and Terry went off to pick some stuff up at....somewhere...and Dane was taking a shower.
Sam and I put on some really LOUD music, and danced around their giant house for a while, then on the big wooden table. So there was some table dancing. Or....our verson, which is a lot less sex, and a lot more dancing like lunitics. Then Sam decided to strip, and Dane was standing there in just boxers. AWKWARD!
By now Dane was changed and wanted to walk to Cederburg. Not really sure why, but he did. And it wasn't like we had anything better to do.
So we (Sam and I) scampered around outside with the dogs for a little while, and Dane came outside with sweatshirts and umbrellas. After some shuffling around, I wound up with one of his sweatshirts, the itty bitty teensy weensy rainbow umbrella; Sam had the slightly awkwardly small butterfly umbrella, and Dane had the giant rainbow one. It was two lesbians and a butterfly!
We walked for a while, stomping in puddles, and within five minuts, we were SOAKING. For some reason or another, Foofy Jesse showed up, and we gave him the other umbrella. The refferee one.
There were a lot of stupid takings and crap, but I don't remember a lot of what happened.
Onto the parts I remember.....
We didn't get to Cedarberg. Not nearly. Not even half way. We stopped at a cemetary, and I talked to the dead people for a while, Sam and Dane wound up with dandemalions all over their feet, and Foofy trailed along like a confused, wet puppy.
Then we decided to call Terry to pick us up. Because it wasn't raining anymore, which was no fun, and it was cold, and boring. So we played on the median for a while, and talked about sex and stuff for a while. Till I saw a playground on the other side of the street, and decided that we were going to play on the seesaw.
Dane and I played on one for a while. He would stand on it, and jump, trying to launch me off. Which nearly worked several times. Sam and Foofy were on the other one, but then Dane and Jesse switched.
We got picked up, and headed back to Dane's. There, we wound up all in Dane's clothes, because we were COMPLETELY drenched. And we ate popcorn for a while, then flopped around on their big red cusiony things, and watched Jesse play video games for a bit, then went to watch CSI: Vegas. We also threw popcorn on Dane a lot, pulling his shirt up so Bear (The gigantic black dog who is very unsmart, but a giant teddy bear) would lick it off him, drooling EVERYWHERE And then Sam's mom picked us up.
TEH END!!
Or is it??
QUOTELY GOODNESS!:
Sam: Lets go pierce our genitals!
Me; Happy birthday!
Sam: I haev soamtheeng to tail you....I hahv popCorn in mai mouth
Me: Are you done talking about sex, or should I keep playing in traffic?
Foofy: I dunno what the bird is doing.
Sam: Duh, humping Paula's head.
Dane: You make me want to sex you.
Foofy: You always want to sex things.
Dane: But she's special.
Me: Anyway, can we finish the conversation?
Sam: Yeah, you were saying?
Dane: DO ME!
Me: No. Get over it.
Me: Urgh, Bear chunked on me!
Terry: Here, have a few chlorox wipes!!!
Me: Stop with the Facepenis! It frightens me.
Dane: Oh you, silly lesbian.
Me: so? Stop the facepenis!
Me: Thats a big screw.
Sam: You wanna?
- Place:home, finally
- Mood Swing:
unmedicated - Sounds:Spongebob on TV
Why am I so miserable?
Maybe its the stupid story Ellie had to write for creative writing.
Or maybe because I took a nap after school, and haven' t slept since I woke up.
*grumbles and bitches*
At least prom is coming up. And no school on friday.
Blerg
- Mood Swing:
plant girl!
Wraaaa!!!
Seriously! I am the worst person in the world! Katie and I were driving home from school, and talking in faux russian accents, and this basket ball rolles into the street.
I slowed down so I wouldn't hit it, but my back tire hits it!!!
Naturally, there is a lot of flailing and squacking from the two of us.
Me: Should we turn around!!?
Katie: I don't know!!
Me: Oh god we're terrible!
Katie: We're so going to hell!
So we went around the block, and parked next to the woman and her kids. The woman was wearing sunglasses, hugging the twirpy little boy. Bowl cut, huge round glasses, and two fat tears on his cheeks, I'd give him six. His brother, bleached blonde hair, most likely eight, riding a scooter, kept zooming around him and his mom. Katie and I appolagize frantically, but she kept giving us the 'don't encourage him, its fine, at least you didn't hit him' look.
I was feeling a little better untill he told us it was his christmas present, than began BAWLING.
Eventually, we talked enough and he calmed down, and we continued hom.
But I still feel like such a terrible jerk!
*sigh*
- Place:da couch
- Mood Swing:
freakin out - Sounds:dad's movie
Today was day Two of staying hime.
I feel a little better.
But I'm still sooooooooooooooooooo bored!!!!!!!!!
Yeah, basically just felt like telling ya'll this...
For creative writing, we have to write a play, right? So, I know exactally what I want to happen. Except, I can't decide which opening scene I want to use. And I can't make up my mind on the main character's name. Nicolette or Danielle (Dani)?
But aside from that, its going good. I heart the girl, whatever her name is.
Got some new music from Katlynn, qoot! (as Megan would say ^_^) Also, our children, AmyAndy and CRAW are in the process of getting eyes again. We are un-fit mothers. *hangs head in slight shame*
But yeah, I want to keep up to date on this, unlike before.
- Place:on da couch
- Mood Swing:
BZZT - Sounds:radio-red jumpsuit apparatus
Hokaydokay, this is snap_dragon22, with a new user name. So you don't think I'm a creep or stalker. Which, by the way.....I am!
- Mood Swing:
skeletal
